Ok, so idk if I remembered to post on here cuz I've been AWOL for a bit but I've finally gotten fed up with the abuse, my wife is in jail, and being a single parent is HARD especially cuz I've never actually been on my own for more than a few days in my entire life...but yeah I'm still here, just dealing with a lot so I'm sorry if I take even longer to post anything. Thanks for the support when stuff was really bad, you guys know who you are! Even if I didn't reply cuz I was feeling really out of it I appreciate every comment and bit of support you guys show, it honestly helps me feel less alone when I'm drowning in my depression.