Fookin avocados

Look who's backkkk. 
          
          God, I've been gone for so fucking long. Can you believe it's been 4 years since I last wrote anything for my books???? That's bloody ridiculous.
          
          Well, lets recap. I started writing this when I was in year nine maybe, 15 years old. I'm now a year after graduating, 19. A lot has happened between then. I moved schools for my senior years, I had a friend live with me for almost a year. I slipped into a dark headspace again, fell out of the fandom. I lost the friendship with my friend. I moved jobs like 3 times. I was working in as a cleaner when I first started, then a waitress at an Indian restaurant, then moved to a fish and chips shop. 
          
          Now I'm at a bakery fulltime. (Honestly, I quote Harry still everytime I say what I do for a job.) I've basically set up my own business getting paid to look after people's pets while they're on holiday and also work in a food truck. Saying this all out loud, I am a busy gal. 
          
          However I still find myself quite bored. So a few weeks ago, I was taking care of animals in a house with a pool. I just wanted to read something so I thought fuck it lets reread a Larry book cause thats all I had on my phone. Then I came back to my story. So many ideas were coming to me. And I think I chose a good time cause Harry has just started his cryptic shit again. 
          
          Anyways, I just updated Cold Embraces. I hated my writing for so long, but coming back to it , I am quite proud of it. Especially for that of a 15 year old. 
          
          I can't promise that I'll update very often if much more. But I'm excited. I just want to be creative again and I feel like I lost that part of myself for a long time that I just want to embrace it while its here. 
          
          I don' even know if anyone who was reading my book years ago is even in the fandom but I don't care. I just want to do this for me. 
          
          Love lots, Liv

Hello,
          I don't know if anyone is going to read this, but I feel like I owe anyone who does an explanation. I have been a terrible person with my stories, and I've realised I shouldn't have done what I did.
          So a while ago, I took down my stories and completely removed them from my profile. I wasn't happy with the quality of writing I had put to my account so I decided to take it down and revise and edit the storyline and quality and then reupload it. I also started writing a new story in the midst of this but I encountered a few problems that effected both of these from expanding.
          I suffered from major writer's block and if found myself writing only 20-50 words every time I would sit down and write. I became completely unmotivated and suffered (and still) immensely with my mental health while also entering Year 11 and moving schools. 
          But I also kind of fell out of the fandom a little, like I still love one direction and everyone involved, like I went to the Harry concert in February, but I'm not nearly as much into them as I used to be. It used to be a massive amount of comfort during covid and while I was struggling with my mental health a lot less. 
          I'm going to re-upload the stories I took down and also publish the new one that I am in the middle of writing. 
          
          Anyways, this was more of a letter to get this pressure off of my chest, so thank you for listening.

OH MY GOD I FOUND IT! I said last month that I needed help finding a certain book, (see my last posted message), and I searched and searched but I couldn’t find it for the life of me. BUT today I was reading a one shot book and it was just sitting there.
          
          It’s Larry stylinson one shots by @tomlinsons-ukulele and it’s called “No.”

I need help finding a short Larry book on wattpad. Basically Louis sits next to Harry one day and starts talking to him everyday and Harry rarely replies, but one day Louis kills himself and Harry goes to the funeral and basically says I'm sorry for not realising that you were the one that needed to
          talk not me. I REALLY NEED HELP, I WANT TO READ IT AGAIN

If anyone wants a good cry, like a heart wrenching struggling to breath story, read Simon Says by Only_theangel on A03. I’ve read it about 4 times and every time I can’t breathe for a good 5 minutes after. Check the tw though