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Maybe I should just write.
That's what I am beginning to tell myself now. I am constantly thinking of new things, but never put it down to text. I then remember this: I am an amateur. I am not getting paid to do this. I do this for fun. It's been a few years since I started this, hell, I was barely a teenager back then. As evident by the writing quality, of course.
Also quality. Plot holes, ass pulls, shit that makes no sense, you name it. The most research I did for a story was read the source material and google stuff. And half the time, I don't even have anything planned out. I think about big things, but not the stuff in-between. That gets me. I still like the idea of doing this stuff, but of course many things take my attention away from it all.
But I'm getting that itch again, but I don't know what to do, even with my current stories. Do I scrap? Re-write? Keep them abandoned? Keep going? Do I make more stories? I don't know.
It takes time and energy to write good stuff, and I love putting out good stuff, but again, time and energy. Time and energy that is usually spent elsewhere. This is me rambling, but I wanted to put it out there for y'all. Tons of ideas. Stories. Arcs. Dramas. Even drawing out a whole entire chapter by hand. Even doing commissions. Who the hell knows. Just know that I am here, and I am listening.
With love,
Truth