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i know i literally just logged on but it really hurts to be here and i feel my heart breaking all over again. for the sake of my love and feeling content in a fake lull of safety and bliss i'm logging out and deleting the app again. i'm really sorry, i tried again. i even re-did my bio and intro book. i'm not strong enough for this. i'm as pathetic as i thought originally. i just want to love and be loved but because i can't i'll just do what i feel is the closest i'll ever get which is what i have now. it's my fault anyway, i could've said no from the beginning but i fell in love and i'm blinded by the promise of love in return. i melt when i'm called baby. i fall apart when i'm kissed and touched gently. it's my fault. i'm really sorry. i want to be yours. but you also want to be treasured in a way i can't provide. i want to be perfect for you. i'm really sorry. 

*inhales* WHAT THE FUCKKKKK

i miss you ))):

the new update sucks sm :"c also this app in general makes me feel super sad and gross just bc of everything that's happened here, literally the only emotion coming on here invokes from me is heartache so i'm probably just going to permanently delete/disable my account idk i don't think anyone rlly cares anyway since i'm basically already gone. 

im good , thank you !! <3 what are u up to ??

yayayayay how are you <3

c: !

its ok ¡ id still like to be friends with you too

i'll be answering dm's. i haven't been very active on here (i use instagram more frequently) so i'm very sorry :c if you still wanna talk i'll do my best to respond 

oh oh im so sorry ,, i didn't hate you , i just said some stuff because i was pissed ( not at you ) and then i ended up hurting you and i'm just really sorry but i really miss you