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I cried for help in front of her but it doesn't affect her if she doesn't care who will. I've always been a strong person depression has never affected me like this but now when I realized the truth something inside me broke and my image of life was distorted even my fantasies that I always clung to because they were my only hope I started wondering if they would really come true I never thought I would feel all this pain I just wish I could leave without hurting myself

You can't tell me everything is okay. Nothing is okay and it never will be

I was always the victim and this is the most painful truth I have realized recently

Pain is real and will always be real

My head is going to explode from all the thoughts and unsaid words. All I need is someone to listen, understand and guide me

كمية سموم مؤذيه اتعرض لها بكل ثانيه كل يوم
           تعبت امثل ان كل شي بخير

الكبت والسوداويه ولدوا الشخصيه اللي طول عمري اقول اني مستحيل اصيرها 

Why do I always have to do the same stupid things? Why is there no stopping? Why is there no ending?

ناس تنولد محظوظه وناس لا ذاتس ات هذي هي الحياه 

تعبت ليش كل شي مقفل بوجهي ايش مسويه انا