daim

the amount of anxiety i feel right now is unreal i don't know what to do with myself my stomach feels weird and i want to cry really badly but like idk everything is just like overwhelming yknow,,?

i feel lonely without you no matter how many people there are

i'm in the mood to throw myself into writing a story and just letting it consume me but i'm not at my best point in writing ability and i don't know what to write about regardless and it's annoying me

awkward moment when you literally could throw up from the pure fact that you hate your body

wow i hate the way my mind processes things
          
          so like you’re telling me i’m either being used OR i’m not needed or wanted????? 

hoodie
          comfy
          good smell
          hoodie
          happy 

i’m very much uncomfy and i don’t know why and i just feel bad :(((((

I think I just wrote a lot--

I think my stepdad is a literal child lmao

dear people who think they “like” me,
          
          my boyfriend dealt with me for a very long time on facetime last night where i refused to use my words and covered my entire leg in doodles. like, a long time. take that how you will... 
          
          this sounds bitchy. i promise i’m not trying to be bitchy. i’m still kinda pissed i guess... eh