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Also what i miss abt camp joy el: the hike 
          
          although the walk set my bones on fire after a few miles we stood on a rock at the top of a mountain and you could see all the towns spread out below, all the valleys, we were higher than some of the clouds and it made me want to just jump right off the rocks and just fly, sprout feathery wings and soar among the blackbirds that circled and the insects that flew and we were on the top of a mountain anong other mountains and it was amazing, so much more than in an airplane, in a plane there's a wall and a window but here we were free, unbound and watching the world, roads like a single black line drawn in marker and houses miniature in a sea of green and farms and the hills and you could see everything, we were among the stars

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For all the shitty opinions and beliefs that came out of Camp Joy El, holy fucking SHIT do I miss the stars
          
          You could see every star in the sky, there were more stars than there WAS sky, there was no light pollution and shooting stars were a common occurence, you could clearly see the Big Dipper and Orion and Sagittarius and Cancer and the Little Dipper and all of our stupid, human selves, our pathetic arguements and agreements were so absolutely insignifigant, we are on a rock in a solar system among thousands of others in the Milky Way, among thousands upon thousands of other galaxies in the universe, we are small and we ultimatley do not matter much but holy shit if I could see that every day, I would not move from where I stood even if we do not matter or take up much matter there are still beautiful things and we are so lucky to even be here to experience them