Trisha Daleon

I am currently in my last semester as a 2nd year BSBA-MM student road to 3rd year already! Time really flies so fast. I still have so many things I want to tell you watty, but there’s just too much that I feel like my thoughts and typings would get all tangled up here. So many silent battles, breakdowns, sleepless nights, and moments where I questioned myself if I was really doing enough. College really changes you. It teaches you how to survive even when you’re tired, overwhelmed, and emotionally drained. But despite everything, I’m still here. Still fighting. Still choosing to continue.
          
          And above all of this, I want to recognize my mother’s sacrifices ever since I started college. I know I’ve already come far, but I still have a long way to go, hehe.
          
          But I also want to recognize my mother’s sacrifices ever since I started college. I know I’ve already come far, but I still have a long way to go, hehe.
          
          Mama, I just want to tell you how thankful I am for everything you’ve done and will continue to do for me. Just so I could have money for transportation every day going to school, I witnessed how you humbled yourself and borrowed money just to make sure I could attend my classes daily. (For context, the PUP satellite campus where I study is one town away from where we live.)
          
          

Hi, Wattpad self! JK. It’s been a long time since the last time I wrote here maybe 2023? I honestly forgot because life has been so busy lately. But now that I suddenly remembered how I used to write here on Watty about all my little “kenemerut” in life, I thought I might as well update you on everything that has happened to me now.
          
          Ang dami nang nangyari sa buhay ko ngayon. Para bang ang successful ko pakinggan kapag nagkukwento, charot! HAHAHA. But kidding aside, look at me now and how far I’ve come.
          
          From a girl who was uncertain about what strand to choose in Senior High School…
          From a girl who was never sure about anything…
          From a girl who used to overthink a lot (still do, but at least it’s controllable now we’re getting there )…
          From a girl who had no idea what course to take because, honestly, all she wanted was to graduate college…
          From a girl who felt left out all the time because she had no friends or circle and was scared of being alone…
          
          To a woman who finally knows what she wants.
          
          Now, she’s pursuing BSBA-MM at PUP. She finally has people she can call friends, a circle she truly belongs to, and as a bonus, they’re all academically inclined. Ang sarap lang sa feeling na may napagtatanungan ka ng mga bagay-bagay unlike before.
          
          I know none of you will probably ever read this, but I just want you guys to know that I am beyond thankful for all of you because I got to experience parts of my life with you. :-)
          
          And to my old self—thank you for not giving up, even during the times when everything felt uncertain.

Alas
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/309790654

Pasukan na bukas role-playing agad

Sabi ko sa sarili kahit tumagal lang ako ng one month sa school okey na. Pero ito ako ngayon mag exam na sa first quarter walang alam sa math pero babawi sa 8 subject exam. 

 Parang blanko at mabigat ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Na kaka Stress nagkasabay sabay kasi lahat, reporting sa Monday, deadline ng video commercial sa business math (21), deadline  Eapp, Deadline ng talumpati Wednesday, Submitive text sa 19-20 first periodical exam sa 27-28 ang dami! Parang hindi ko na kilala ang Sabado at Linggo nito sobrang bilis Lunes na agad bukas! 

Almost 6 weeks na nang nagsimula ang f2f classes ko. Sobrang daming nangyari, maraming ang naging first time ko, first time mag report, first time gagawa ng powerpoint first time magkaroon ng mga kausap bukod sa family. Hanggang ngayon sobrang nahihirapan ako at hindi parin maka pag adjust ng tuluyan, first semester 9 subject namin (ABM) 
          halos kalahati doon wala akong maintindihan lalo na sa general math.

Ahhmm ano... kasi  sobrang down ng pakiramdam ko ngayon :( ang bigat bigat na kasi una aaminin ko na mahina talaga ang loob ko as in promise malakas lang talaga ang loob ko si walang makakakilala sa akin dito sa wattpad kaya ginawa ko ng diary ito tho may diary na ako in person wala lang talaga ako mapagsabihan king ano ang nararamdaman ko wala kasi akong kaibigan ayuko rin sabihin kay ate kasi bukod sa siya ang breadwinner ng pamilya namin kahit na may sarili na siyang pamilya alam ko na sobrang nahihirapan na siya nakita ko nang harap harapan kung pano siya mapagod sa trabaho niya kasabay ng pagaalaga sa pamankung noong misang nagbakasyon ako sa kanila, ngayon na nasa malayo na'ko hindi na ako makakatulong sa pagaalaga sa pamamgkin ko, kami ni mama. Nasabi niya sakin noong bago palang siya sa lugar na yun umiiyak siya tuwing gabi takatingin lang sa harap ng bintana kasi unang beses niya na malayo sa amin ni mama, sobrang nahihirapan siya kaso hindi siya pwede umayaw kasi may nakaasa sa kanya. Patuloy na umaagos ang luha ko parang my nakabara sa lalamunan ko habang tina type ito ang sakit kasi :((( ang dami niyang sakripisyo para saamin ni minsan hindi niya sinabi na "ayuko na suko na ako" wala kami narinig sa kanya kahit na ano. Nakaka proud siya na ate sobra da best siya. Marami na siyang iniisip kaya hindi ko kayang sabihin sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko ^-^ (sad smile) hindi ko rin naman maatim na sabihin kay mama kasi ayuko na siyang malungkot ang sakit sa puso panigurado kasi kapag sinabi ko na nade-depresse na ako masasaktan siya malulungkot siya uli ayuko na non hindi ko kaya maging magnanakaw at nakawin ang mga masasayang ngiti sa labi niya.  

Grad na bukas 

Humss Or GAS