I have depression even if I smile or laugh doesn't mean that it's fake I cut myself to make the pain away I get bullied I'm dying inside my life sucks why doesn't anyone like me What is true love why don't I have that why is my life like this it's better if I disappear No one will get hurt but me when I say I'm fine I'm not I want to be talked to I want to be hugged when I'm crying or mad I want you to hold me in your embrace and say everything is going to be ok but that never happens one day I'll be gone cause I have lost this battle I got weak i gave up but you wouldn't care "oh she's just a girl that wanted attention, she's fake she killed herself for attention , No one cares" I want this pain to go away it hurts so bad why don't you care goodbye then I'm not leaving you just wont we me for a while but I'll see you i love you even tho you don't feel don't feel the same this wont be a goodbye it's I'm going to try to get better I'm going to get help I'm going to be the old me I'm going to find the brighter sad
(This is all the things I feel)