who will be the next my heart wonders i suppose
who will be the next to fall in my damn net
i guess i was meant to hurt and to be hurt
and always both at the same time
and i am young and a fool
so what will happen when i'm old and wise
will i have a list of whose hearts i've broken
or grown up to stay caged up and without any say
the lights drop to nothing
the tears dry to everything
so just clear your mind
and let yourself go
if you are brave
which is what i am not
and i will never be
as i am selfish enough to stay and keep hurting