damnitsmeadow

2016 has been rough. I'm just scared it's not even going to compare to the next series of months. Or shit. Years. 

I'm thinking about trying to write a new story entitled "When the stars shine dark" which of course has room for change. As we all know, "The story of Stone" went pretty bad so I did in fact end up taking it down. I haven't deleted it yet, but I probably will. It's total trash. To avoid that happening again I'm actually going to plan ahead. I'm going to try and write and edit chapters on paper (or Microsoft word) before uploading and have an end goal in mind to work towards. When I have more of a story line developed I'll update you again :) -Meadow

Are you ready to meet all of the new freshman all over again?

First, Christina Grimmie, then over 50 people at an lgbt+ nightclub. Orlando Florida is a hot heckin mess right now. May all of the people killed rest in peace. 
          
          Sometimes I don't understand what would drive a person to do something like this. Even if your some homophobic asshole or just really hate the voice, why couldn't you keep your opinions to yourself? Why would you find it necessary to take a gun and kill so many? Think of how devastated their friends and family must be. And what about all of Grimmies fans and followers? What kind if sick things are going through your head to think that's okay?

24. There were people burning other people alive hundreds of years ago, so its not the violent video games, humans are just garbage
          25. I really hate things like this, and the only reason im doing it is because I love Aurora. THE ONLY PERSON IM TAGGING IS ISABELLE BECAUSE AURORA POSTED THIS YESTERDAY BEFORE ISABELLE STARTED WATTPAD @IsabelleShion

I've been nominated by @souleaterfan8 to do 25 facts about me. 
          
          1. My real name is actually Meadow. Its not a screen name or anything.
          2. I have a pretty unnatural obsession with the music of drag-queens?  Sharon Needles, Violet Chachki and Adore Delano are my favorites.
          3. My favorite colors are Grey Blue and Black
          4. I'm a cis female
          5. I am really quite gay
          6. My first Netflix binge was either Doctor Who or Being Human
          7. My all time favorite book as of now is probably Duma Key by Stephan King. Its got a slow start, but it's so worth it, oh my goodness
          8. My favorite music artists (aside from my queens) are probably Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson, Black Sabbath, Guns n' Roses, The Doors, Vixx, SID, LadyBaby, and Exo
          9. I'm in marching band and play the alto Saxophone 
          10. I've got pretty bad social anxiety
          11. I'm the owner of and lgbt+ account on Instagram (comfortably_lgbt) (my personal is _melyst and my art spam is mlsspams)
          12. Cats are like, my favorite. But bae is allergic, so that blows
          13. My favorite authors (on here and published) are Stephen king and skenekidz
          14. My very first anime was Fruits Basket, shortly followed by Elfen Lied+
          15. Is my favorite number
          16. Sugary Coffee is the best. 
          17. I think Green Tea tastes a bit like catnip
          18. I don't do much more than fangirl over gay couples on the internet. (Or irl. There aren't really limits)
          19.I'm in all advanced classes, but I don't understand why because I currently have a D in math
          20.I actually really love cooking and experimenting with food in the kitchen, but I still can never finish my dinner
          21. Dear fish, I hate this number. It used to be my favorite number until that stupid vine
          22. I'm in the process of gauging my ears. Right now I'm at a 12, but am probably going to a 6. It depends on how big the holes look.
          23. When i was little, (like 4th grade) I wrote a story better than anything on my wattpad.
          
          Continuing in another bubble...

Hello Rond-dum, Wattpadian......
          *waves like a 5-yr old* 
          
          
          
          Okay, so, Id really appreciate if you could go and give @cammomilla_6 and @salina06 page a visit and give him/her a confident booster...
          Just something that'll make him/her smile and keep pushing through with the day.. 
          
          It would mean so much if you  could... Please....but don't do it because I asked...
          
          I'm not sure what's going through his/her head but I know it's not of the Light...and I'm a Path Guider and I help guide those to the right path as best as I can... 
          
          So please, be a Path Guider and help out someone who could be close to ending their path for good....
          
          It could be as simple as "Hi! Keep smiling" or to "Sleep right, dream good things tonight".... Or if you're like me and enjoy random fun stuff 
          *hands over teddy bear, chocolate, flowers and some other sweet affectionate thing* Or 
          (No intentions of sounding creepy this is how I talk with my friends with this one)
          *pokes your shoulder* 
          *pokes again*
          *pokes again* 
          *pokes again* 
          *pokes again* 
          *grins* Heyyyyyy sexxyyyyy...
          *hugs* 
          *pokes again* 
          *pokes again* 
          HUG ME BACK!!! 
          
          
          Something like that......but yeah, just stop by or mention them on something... PLEASE!!!!!!!!! 
          
          It would also help if you could pass this on to others who would be willing to help cheer someone up... 
          Please and Thank You!!
          
          I Am Begging All Of You, And If You Know Someone Who's In A Deep Stage Of Depression And Darkness TELL ME!!! 
          
          Please and Thank you!!!
          
          - Korea Ray *hugs and kisses.....and WHATNOT* 
          
          I. Am. A. Unicorn.
          
          (P.S. THIS PERSON(S) HAS NO IDEA THAT IM DOING THIS....)
          
            

Thank you for all of the votes! :-)