damselintuxedo

Pins on my palms forever.

I know. I know. I have been missing in action for two years? I am really sorry for putting the saga on hold. As you can see, I had been having the same dilemma for a while now. my writer's block is just so bad. I just released a new chapter for book 3 and I hope you all will like it. I wrote this chapter using all of my strength to work around my anxieties and bullshits. So yes, it is HARD. I would appreciate feedback on this latest release so I will be reading all of your comments, and see you soon for another chapter if I can still continue working on it. Laters!

Hi. Bye. 

How long does a writer' block slash depression slash laziness slash lack of motivation slash bullshit lasts? 

Correcting myself. See what a dumbass I am. It is chapter 3 folks! Stupid writer! Can't even write the correct numbers! pfft! Peace yow!

Chapter 4 is up for Stitched Patches! My apologies if it didn't pass your standards. I was squeezing my brain for every word. I hope somehow, you'll like it. Lana's POV for this chapter though. Love lots! I'll try to sleep and if not, I'll probably stare at the ceiling. Till next time! Mwahh! Take care!

Okay guys listen. You might probably think I'm not hearing you, but I do. I really do. The update has been very slow it came to a halt. That doesn't mean I am no longer updating. I think I needed things to work on their own and at the right timing for me to conjure up something and complete another chapter. Things hasn't been moving smoothly for me that is why here I am apologizing. I am now waking myself up, sitting in front of my laptop and squeezing my brain of something, anything, even a drop of emotion which I haven't been feeling today, btw. So let's see how long I can sit here and how long before I start typing. If only I can show you a picture of myself of how distraught I am at the moment, you'd probably understand where I am coming from. But yes, here's to trying, and trying hard! Cheers and happy dawn! Well,  it is 1:37 here so it is witching hour. Compliments me. 

Chapter 3 for SP is up up up. Take advantage of my sudden awakening. Hahaha. Thank you in advance for those will read, comment and vote. I can't assure that I will be on 24hrs so I can't monitor all of those. Haha. The chapter will mostly talk about history. Trish's background and what could possibly affect her character today. We'll see what's up with her and the rest of the gang when I write up the next chapters. For now, enjoy Trish.. or not. 

If it's any consolation, I am writing chapter 2 for Stitched Patches. Currently I am on my thousandth word. Let's see how long I can keep this going.  thank you for the overflowing emotions that had been my inspiration. 

Apologies! I am really sorry for not updating for a while. I will though TRY my very best to update before the month ends. Which leaves me a few more days.. Hmmm. I just don't feel like writing when I don't have that much of a strong emotion to back me up. Regardless of I am feeling low or on a freakin' high. But lately,  I ain't feeling anything like that... I'm emotionally dull, null and drained,  I think. The lack of emotion is really putting me down where I am very used to having extremes of highs and lows. Nothing. I don't feel anything that is why I can't write, yet. Hmm. I have good plans for book 3 and for 366 days but I can't put them into writing because if I force myself to, it won't come out beautifully. So please bear with me. I'm sorting things out, sorting myself out and finding my emotions where I possibly left them. Weird,  right? Feeling just nothing. I cannot share with you guys what I don't have.