@cherryred1771 i read your poems ,its so damn good,better than mine. I can only write sad one .i also wanted to tell u that i am there for u . I have felt all those words you wrote . For me it wasn't tanned skin, it was overweight. I have felt my parents deserve a better kid maybe sm1 like you . They have given me everything i asked and have never told me i was not good enough. Everytime i failed a subject she would say study its for your own good but every bloody time i procrastinate and fail .