The thunder rocks a chaos in my heart
As I tried to close my eyes welcoming the darkness with open arms
but the darkness made me an outlaw
Wailing and pleading ,trying to find the reason
I screamed loudly, struggling to empty my lungs of all it's air, forcing the darkness to take me
But I was outlawed once more
So I took solace in my own misery and pain
Addicted and hungry for more
Allowing it to put me on an intoxicating high I didn't want to come down from