Clutz Queen

@AwesomeAisha_24 see all you have to do is observe and feel 
            that's hard and I know it but it will all pass 
            forget the words as much as they can comfort you they are not always the truth
            don't look at your heart 
            and a advice 
            quite special one 
            don't be dependent on anyone 
            its a human nature to start depending on someone when not completely fit and fine (I m not talking about health)
            someone is the reason of your smile is great 
            and you can't smile because some particular person isn't there to make you is dangerous 
             ever heard this? when water is continuously hits the stone on the sea shore or river the stone changes its shape and eventually is small enough 

@AwesomeAisha_24 I wish I could say I find love in myself, but I feel like my heart is in stone, every time I open it up, it gets worse, under my stone is black, but I wish one day it's not like this, and I can trust, start wattpad, I feel, is one step closer

@AwesomeAisha_24 did I mention parents ?? siblings ?? friends ?? did I say a particular name ?? no :)
            I m not saying that these relationships aren't important or you don't find love in them 
            there are many relationships that can't be named or aren't named... 
            for example you were walking on the road and an unknown person across the road smiles at you, you smile back Or maybe you don't... you may cross paths with the unknown person again or maybe you won't 
            I don't know what people call this but I call this relationships too 
            he/she doesn't know you neither do u know him then on what basis did this little interaction happen ? 
            I think because the person has love inside of himself 
            not that in love with you or that love he/she has is for you, if u know what I mean to say 
            let's take us for example that may sound more real probably
            why am I saying all this all you, am I good person? no don't even think about, my name may be awesome Aisha but I m just Aisha with a lot of issues on list of life :)
            I honestly didn't expect you to reply but I did say what I wanted to because i have been through this long long longgg ago :)
            why are you still reading ? 
            back to what I was saying 
            I m not saying its your fault, things happen which lead to thoughts which leads to feelings which suddenly became the reality before we can even comprehend what we just thought 
            so all we need to do is find love in yourself 
            don't get I m not saying love yourself or you don't love people 
            just don't stop believe in love, even animals who don't have names have it between them, we just find it in the wrong direction :)