Danielle Marie

I may come back guys, but I’m not sure. 

Well guys...I think this is it. This is probably going to be the last thing you see for a while if not forever. I love you guys. Life has turned a different direction and it’s just time to let things go. I love everyone. 
          ~ a very sad yet growing munchkin. 

Shit happened a couple days ago. All because of it, I lost everything I had in myself. I thought I finally learned to love myselt, but after that i just couldn't. I can't look at myself in the mirror because I know that there is someone prettier and skinnier than me. I thought I was a person who gave someone the world, but I feel like I can't do that. I know there are people better than me and I know anyone can do better. I just wish I can find myself again. 

I LOVE not being able to sleep.

Happy Birthday❤️

Feelings are stupid.

Have you ever knew you needed sleep when you're sick, but you weren't tired enough so you just sit there and try to make yourself tired?

Psst- hey. You’re a really cute dork.

Why am I even alive? 
          Its a question I ask myself everyday. The last few days have been rough on me, hell, the last year has. I've dealt with a lot, I've dealt with an abusive relationship, I've dealt with an abusive father. I've dealt with a harsh seperation. But I've been thinking. What is the meaning of life? What is my purpose? Well. Let me tell you. We all have a purpose. Rather we see it now or not. I've realized I've kept people from killing themselves, and I'm glad I did. Unless you are a abusive person, a criminal, or anything like that, you are worth it. I promise you. If you've made it this far, you are meant to be here. You have purpose. I swear, if I could take your problems away and make them mine, I wouldn't even hesitate. Now promise me one thing. Promise me that you will stay alive? Because it is worth it. One day you will find someone who loves you. One day you will have everything you wished. One day you won't deal with horrible parents. One day...you will actually live. We are all going to die sometime, so why not make the short life we have the best one? Why don't we make our life something worth living? 

I said I wasn't writing, but I'm gonna sort of write. It really isn't, I just feel safer here to let my emotions out. I can rant over...stuff that I need to rant about without my family knowing, and without being judged. If you have a problem, feel free to let me know.
          
          ~Danielle