danishblonde

hii so my parents found out abt my account...

NEW CHAPTER IM LOWKEY SORRY BUT I LOVE IT!! BYEEEE

Im back for the weekend and writing! new chapter in imagines and soon in love groes as well! i'll see if i can do dancing in the Flames too but i must sag i doubt it! i hips you'll enjoy the other stuff as well tho!

BOARDING SCHOOL IS SO FUCKING NICE I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!! (tho im hella tired rn)

I won’t be present. Explanation posted 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN MENDES 
          12 years ain’t that bad but if you can wait two more we’ll be 18 and 30 and you’ll be my man forever. Happy 28th tho

HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND... 
          Shes also year and half older than me and shes my brothers ex hg and SHE'S THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF ME.. shes blonde, with blue eyes, shes 5'4 and i cant even hate her because omds shes the sweetest girl everrr..
          What the fuck do i do? I found out when i went over to his today, i was supposed to go yesterday but my girl got into a really bad fight with her man so i couldnt go talk to him and today i found out hes dating someone..

i have plans for another book but i wanna write the third book and im worried it will be too complicated if i dont write two more books... and i'm scared i wont be able to finish and just abandon the whole series...

My mom just told me how good it is that I don’t do shots when I go to parties… let’s just saying that my friends vodka is empty…

so basically, this guy and me are just friends?? hes my older cousin brother's friend and he's 17, and we are really close. We'd been doing this thing where we snuck out tg almost everyweek ever since he'd gotten his license, and we'd go to this little park thing thats far from out houses, where sometimes id drink, and we even have this whole set up for me to get out of my window and lwk its just like the best thing ever. We've known each other for like ever and its safe to say I HAVE A MASSIVE CURSH ON HIM, hes lwk the inspo for some stuff mims and walker do,he's actually the reason my ex and me broke up... Anyway, so like we'd gotten into this really bad fight a month ago, where he'd called me a slut, attention seeker and pick me Because he was jealous i was talking to this other guy ALOT. He apoligised a week or so after but i was pissed as hell because i didnt like being called a slut and shit right? so we just didnt talk much but my feelings never really went away and he didnt actually mean that shit and i was like really sad. So Tuesday, he pulled up to my window (some paxton hall yoshida typa shit), we have a way for him to come wake me js in case i fell asleep, so he came over and genuienly begged for forgiveness and ofc i forgeve him bcs im lwk in love and then we just snuck again and i got some vodka along and i was pretty drunk by the time we got to the park and when we came back ot my place, he was saying bye again and i just pulled him into a kiss without thinking and he just melted into it like he'd been waiting forever, and we made out for like some 25 mintues, like i did the whole climbing over thing, and it got really intense, idk i was drunk and i was realy happy to have him back and we literally started pulling eachothers shirts off(yes in the car) and he came back up to my room and shit and i stopped him right before we went TOO far and i just said