What the literal fvck is life even?
I started my OHSHC series when I was 14. Now I'm 18. I haven't watched anime in a long time, much less OHSHC, but I'm still holding onto my comfort characters. I'm not sure if I'm doing better or more depressed than ever.
Over 1,000 human beings decided to follow my account, and that's not even including people who followed and unfollowed. My ff with the highest ratings has over 400k reads and nearly 10k votes. That interaction is insane but simultaneously completely meaningless.
I used to love being on this app. I had people I talked to, a boyfriend/partner who know feels like a fvcking fever dream. I pretended to be someone I wasn't--and no, I don't just mean going by a different name. I mean full-on fake family drama, cried for attention, emotional manipulation. Somehow, I enjoyed that.
Now I don't even have the energy to lie. I have nothing left to give this app or the people on it. It was good while it lasted. I just don't really know when that was. I haven't truly enjoyed writing in so long.
Thanks to those who stuck it out with me, those who just stopped by, and everyone in between. It's been a fvcking bizarre four (almost five) years.
So long,
Danny Zedd