I won't be updating for a while, my family has been put through hell the last week and I really need to try to get my head around some things that have happened right now and be there for the one person in my family that really needs me there right now. So I'm sorry if you've been waiting on me updating BSE, but I really wouldn't have a clue what to write right now. I promise you, when things start to get a little better and when we've started to cope with the trauma that we're being put through right now, I WILL UPDATE. Sorry for this extremely long message guys but I just had to write it because I feel bad for the fact I haven't been able to update the story for you.