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I feel like I should say something about the whole Wilbur situation and I’m just gonna make this short and sweet I won’t support him whatsoever and what he did is completely unacceptable and it really disgust me and makes me sick to my stomach not to mention his “apology” if you can even call it that is so weak and self centered it’s just about him and how he’s gonna be better be disregarded shubble even though she’s the one he did this to I won’t listen to lovejoy I won’t watch his videos I already unfollowed him on every platform I followed him on this whole situation is just insane. 

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          I feel like I should address why I haven’t been uploading and to put it simple I forgot  and I’ve just been busy with school and other shit that I haven’t been able to write anything and I’ve just had no motivation so I’ll try to write something but i doubt that will happen any time soon but I’ll try 

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why am I up late don't ask but I'm bored so what is the worst thing you guys have witnessed on wattpad I'll go first so I used to think it was a smut that I saw for wilbur x techno (o7) and I thought there no way I can see anything worse than that yeah no I thought wrong I saw someone do a dsmp smutshot fanfic were they said there fine with doing adult x minor and rape and other shit I was shocked so I scrolled down to see the titles of some of the chapter because naturally I'm curious and I saw tommy x ph1lza  I'm not even joking and the title with it said punishment or sm I don't remember but just looking at the title I knew it was rape and I'm just like there no way people are actually like this at that moment I wanted to never open wattpad again I need to bleach my eyes from that oh yeah also I scrolled down to see the comments and someone requested the author to do tommy x techno next I'm gone

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          I think something is genuinely wrong with me for some reason I can't even eat 1 full  
          meal without feeling sick or wanting to throw it up after and I just don't know why idk if there really is something wrong or I'm just being over dramatic but this is starting to actually become a problem I started having trouble eating since the late januaray but I didn't pay attention to it cause it wasn't that bad but know it just has been getting way worse to the point were I don't even eat 1 full meal a day I eat some or a little snack but I don't ever finish it and just now eating dining I felt sick with every bite I took and I just couldn't eat so my mom forced me to eat it all (she doesn't know about any of this) and I am ashamed to admit I tried to force myself throw up my food I did throw up a little bit but nothing really happened and now I realizing I really need some help with this

@MiloStoleUrWaffles I sent the friend request 

@MiloStoleUrWaffles Ik this is random but do you wanna have matching pfp's

I’m tired, I have no motivation,I have two stories I need to finish up, and my mom’s forcing me to be outside and watch my baby sister ride her bike I definitely won’t finish any of them today 

someone please tell me to stop peeling the skin off my lips because yesterday night was the 3rd time I have made my lip bleed from doing that and no matter how many times I tell myself to stop Ik I won't stop

@MiloStoleUrWaffles my mom just said the most appalling shit to to me she was yelling at me about how my closet was such a mess and disgusting and then she told me I'm not a boy and I'm just like wtf is that suppose to mean just because my closet is a mess that makes me a boy and Idk why I'm surprised because my mom is the type of person to say something I do is not something girls do like if I smell bad she says I'm a girl I'm not suppose to smell bad