darkielocks

@1WildWorld i think we should agree to never be like our parents when we grow up. at least i know I'm not going to be like her.

darkielocks

Hi uh i just wanna rant for a while? Idk but imma do it anyway.
          
          Uh so me and my mom got into an arguement..again. So um I'd like to say I'm independent i guess? So i really like caring and thinking for myself as well as providing for myself.
          
          Mind u I'm 12 I'll be 13 in may so yknow :/
          
          I have asked her for tiktok, insta, everything like that and she came at me with the same bs of ur a kid u should enjoy ur childhood.
          
          She really likes to compare our childhoods and says that I have a roof over my head when it's the bare minimum. I NEVER ASKED U TO MAKE ME SO WHY DO U KEEP GUILT TRIPPING ME ABOUT IT.
          
          Whenever I'm angry I think it's natural that everyone gets upset and their face shows that emotion and GUESS WHAT! ITS MY FAULT FOR SHOWING THAT IM UPSET APPARENTLY?!
          
          And she said I'm acting like she just said i cant have food. I dont UNDERSTAND I JUST DONT! WHY WHY ALL THE DAMN TIME? 
          
          AND U WANT TO KNOW WHYYYYYYY? ITS BECAUSE I ASKED FOR A TEEN CREDIT CARD SO I CAN LEARN THE VALUE OF MONEY AND GET POSITIVE CREDIT FROM AN EARLY AGE.
          
          I can afford my own stuff and I can feel like I'm finally getting control of myself. No fees or anything?! SO WHY DO U KEEP TELLING ME TO ENJOY MY CHILDHOOD.
          
          U ARE THE ONE RUINING IT OKAY! SO JUST STOP. 
          
          I HAD ONLINE FRIENDS WHO I LOVE AND U TOOK AWAY MY WAY OF COMMUNICATING SAYING I SHOULD CHOOSE WHO I CONVERSE WITH WISELY AND STUFF. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME CALLING SOMEONE WITH THEIR PROPER PRONOUNS?!

1WildWorld

this message may be offensive 
I relate. But I’m not independent. I’m horrible at money. I can’t cook. I am not good at anything. I’m lazy. 
            I apparently had a choice to be born. I apparently am the person who should tell the other parent to get a job even though that’s risky because you Amy get hit. Apparently I’m supposed to be a genius. Apparently I’m not supposed to care when my mom gets hit in front of me.
            
            It’s not like I feel people online give me more love...
            
            Not like I’m depressed, I’m too young!
            
            
            It’s not like I’m a FUCKING 11 YEAR OLD...
            
            Whenever sometimes accuses me of faking the shit in my life, I always silently wish that I was. 
            
            Not like I call people online my parents.
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darkielocks

@thatweird_indiekid 
            I just hate myself. I hate my mom. I hate my dad. I care somewhat for my sister. I hate everyone in this hellhole called Trinidad. 
            
            I'm going to leave at 18. I dont care what anyone says. They can take their apologies and shove it.
            
            I dont want them to care and I dont expect them to understand. I just want to be treated like an equal or that my opinion matters. At least dont push me aside because I'm a dumb kid. I'm not a baby. I'm human. Just like u.
            
            I wish I didnt forgive so easily. I'm going to stop forgiving her as well as everyone. It's either u agree and I can trust u or I cut ties with u asap.
            
            Uh I'm srry and I'm probably going to regret this but uh yh thanks for reading this long rant for no reason at all :)
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Virgil_Sanders_2

Yo what happened to your discord D:

darkielocks

@xsoftysxgar
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Virgil_Sanders_2

Lol okey
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darkielocks

@Virgil_Sanders_2 lemme check lol I hardly use snap
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darkielocks

I'm thinking of starting fresh with all my fanfic ideas. I wanna do one fanfic about a slightly crazy Izuku who is a street racer. Maybe then I'll do one where he's a bully and then the 'he's in jail' one. I'll try making one where he's a villain and last but not least one where he's a hacker. Rn I'm leaning towards street racer but idk

sabhyatasahu4

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darkielocks

@sabhyatasahu4 no you totally deserve the love for that amazing story and it really brightened up my  day. Don't worry I intend to read, vote and comment on all your other stories as well. Your pieces are very well written so its a 10/10 for me ;))
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