guys i miss last year. i miss wattpad, and i miss dracotok before it got toxic. i miss doing school from home and being able to be fully emerged in my fandoms. i miss loving george weasley with every ounce of my being. i miss listening to sleeping at last and sobbing because i wanted to love someone, anyone, so badly it physically pained me. i miss being excited. i miss not being surrounded by toxic people constantly. i miss reading kylo ren fics, even though i am not a kylo ren fan, just because they are the best fics on wattpad. i miss dear draco before it became dear draco part two. i have never felt such a sense of longing and nostalgia. I find myself constantly falling back into two week obsessions over things like harry potter, and narnia, and the walking dead, because I am trying to make myself feel as deeply for something as I did last year, and I just want the feeling to last. sorry for the rant but I just wanna go back. i know i didn't feel happy then, but i felt something.
