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written in August 2016

Hey I'm a hardcore, MJ fan (moonwalker) I'm pretty sure if Michael were here and i went to a concert i'd faint due to excessive crying, singing and dancing. LMAO. It's jBittersweet that that's never going to happen.

Did I scare you? Or quite frankly just creep you the heck out?

I creeped myself out with that. Feel good to follow me because due to the contrary portray i just established to you and myself actually I am a very calm and chill person.

The following is for moonwalkers only.🙃

You can clearly see this is mostly a fan page anyway so moonwalk the best you can from this area and shamone to my following 🌚🚶🏽

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A couple weeks ago in July, something altered.

Why?

I was always afraid of learning his songs word-for-word, learning his phenomenal moves that struck history, and especially reading the fanfic books which I am basically living for right now. 

Why?

It filled me with sadness and overwhelming amounts of sorrow that I stayed away from digging deep altogether with him. Because I knew only his work is here on earth not the man.Time and time again I tried to live my days like he's still here so I'd just lipsync songs instead of learning them but with no success. I thought about his music everyday still do mind you, and it sucked. Everytime I really wanted to learn I broke down into either a trance or sadness. It surprised me that after all these years I was  still in shock.

Bringing me two weeks later was where things changed and is where I realised something. We figuratively keep him alive by keeping alive his legacy. We know the truth about him cause we are fortunate to know, love, and appreciate him. All those times he'd said he was giving back, it was him giving to and us giving back. He truly loved us.

Gotta love the KOP! 🤙🏽Honestly, I've learned to accept his death. Michaels crown will always be his ❤️