I honestly have no clue how to do this. I am trying to be strong for my dad and my sister but, who is going to stay strong for me. I thought it was supposed to be this boy, a really stupid boy but, he just left. And then here you come along making me so confused about what's going on in my own damn head. Just when I think you are there, you aren't. I thought you were supposed to always be one call away. I thought I was special. I don't even know what to think know. You don't relize that it's hard for me to breath, hard for me to sing, to do much of anything without my mom and now that I need you, you aren't here.