So... I should be studying for finals. They're in a week. I am in engineering and my finals are in less than a week. But, I was trying to go to sleep last night, and, as one always is, I was in the middle of a fake scenario. It wasn't a Draco Malfoy one, or of any characters from anywhere. It was just a really beautiful scenario, and I really fell in love with the characters I had build in my head, and I really really need to bring them to life. Do I have time? No. Do I have the energy? No. But... I think writing may prevent me from going into a self-destructive mode.. and all the doom scrolling I do mid study breaks can be turned into mini writing breaks! So... I guess stay tuned for a book?? NOT SURE! It probably will not be a fanfic of anything unless I can try to fit these scenarios in a universe.
I just feel really happy with the exposure that INTERITUS got, and I really wasn't expecting it. I was really young when I started writing that fic, and it was just because I loved reading so much, and wanted to be a part of the community myself. I don't do as much writing in the field of study I've chosen, and I think I miss it. You know when you're not good at something but you love doing it?? It's like that.
Anyway, the idea of this new book is a dark romance that brings awareness to different kinds of relationship dynamics. I was recently in a dynamic with a so-called "dom" except he did not understand how that entirely worked and he left me uncomfortable OFTEN. So, I want this book to have a dark plot, dark characters, morally grey/black characters if I can pull it off, but most importantly, a dynamic between the main characters where I can try my hardest to demonstrate healthy relationships even with dark aspects to it. You know? Anyway, hope you guys read it :D
If you have any ideas or information or anything, please please please message me! I think you can message people on Wattpad. I don't really know. I hope so. MWAH okay guys bye!