Isn't it weird when you find out someone has a crush on you? Do you sometimes then find yourself thinking why, why do they like you when you seem to hate yourself? Do you try to think about yourself from their perspective? You hate your loud obnoxious laugh, your smile but they adore it from afar? They get nervous even trying to talk to you and you never imagined you can make someone nervous in not a scary, intimidating or upsetting way? Do you find yourself thinking that you bring negativity all around you but why does is that person charmed by you?
Because I do...
Finding out someone has a crush on me gives me another perspective, a less negative way of looking at me
And I think this is the reason many people fall for someone after finding out they like them; it's because they are insecure, they dislike their own presence and existence but when they find someone who appreciates them without a reason hell breaks lose
But you don't like this person and now there's this empty void inside you made of guilt and hatred more towards yourself than them for liking you...