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ᶻz ◜Umm… so, like… ahhh… when I first saw you say you wanted to be a better person, I won’t lie,,, I was pissed. Not exactly because of that,,, because, sure, I think redemption is a thing, but let’s be real, it’s not an option for everyone. I wasn’t in the mood to hear it back then, I was going through a lot myself, and honestly? I wanted to throw a few insults your way and move on. But yeah… enough yapping.
What I actually want to say is,,, I appreciate it. I see the improvements. At least from the outside. But, y’know, redemption isn’t just about what people see,,, it has to happen in your own damn head, too. And I'm certain, letting go of some feelings is fucking hard. So don’t even overthink it, don’t stress yourself out about it. Just don’t.
But hear me out,,, if you ever even think about going back to the THING you were before? Yeah, no, I won’t be merciful. I’ll call you out without a second thought.
But for now? I just… y’know… appreciate it. I’m happy for you, man :)