darlingdeacons

update as of 9 February 2020:
          
          it's been an idea that i've been thinking about heavily for months. i have many, many ideas for 'forever and always', however i don't have the motivation to carry the story far enough to execute these ideas. i feel a bit foolish due to how badly my heart is aching at even writing that, and i'm still even hesitant to admit this because truthfully, i don't want to
          
          i can't decide how i want to handle the rest of that fanfic. i have ideas of where to potentially end it, but the thought of missing out on john / baby time, which includes certain moments, but that'll spoil the gender of the baby. it's all so adorable, i want to write it so badly. but i don't have the slightest idea how i'm going to find plot ideas that'll help carry me there
          
          i'm thinking about officially putting the fanfic on hold. i know it's been forever since i've updated, and for that, i really, really apologize. i'm just at a bit of a loss of how to write this next chapter (same thing happened with the previous chapter), and although i'm terrible at updating, when i think about that fic, i feel a pressure to write another chapter quickly in order to update
          
          i'm sorry if there's anyone out there who is still excited about this fanfic. i feel sad that i've completely fallen off the publishing wagon. however i hope you guys understand ❤︎

update as of 9 January 2020:
          
          i can't believe 2019 is over, however i have higher hopes that 2020 will bring lots and lots of writing! reflecting back, i took a bit of a break from writing, but at this current moment, i'm sitting down and writing this in between working on an outline for 'forever and always'!
          
          if i'm being honest, i think i'm slacking a bit on that fanfic bc i'm a bit bored and feeling as though things are moving a bit slowly. as well, i've been debating how far i want to carry it out. i have ideas planned that extend the story significantly, however i have a more ideal ending in mind. but it's a bit difficult bc i really, really love the later ideas i have
          
          with that being said, i have a question:
          
          would you guys like me to carry out the fanfic long enough to include all ideas 
          OR
          would you guys like a separate story that allows one shots about the characters? (much like Broken Dreams Pt. II)
          
          and speaking of Broken Dreams, i'm still in the process of writing my next chapter for that! i'm hoping to have it completed and posted very, very soon
          
          if you're all still here with me, i appreciate it bunches! and i hope to become much more active on wattpad. in the mean time, it would mean a TON to me if you guys would let me know what you'd like to see for 'forever and always'
          
          lots of love,
          lovelydeacon
          
          OH! one last thing: thank you for 600 followers! i'm amazed that so many of you follow this account! ❤︎

decided to make a ko-fi, which allows creators to receive donations. if you're able to donate, it'll mean an immense amount to me. but thank you to everyone for continuing to read the stories i write, for supporting my stories, and for patiently dealing with the gaps between chapters. thank you entirely!

i’m like,, two seconds from permanently deleting ‘forever and always’. and i’m struggling to resist :,)

Hi (*w*)

OH MAN, it's been quite some time since i've logged onto wattpad - i have well over 500 new notifications  
          but a massive thank you to all of you who have followed me, as well as voted and commented on my works. it means the absolute world to me!
          
          a bit of an update for those who might be curious,
          i've hit a bit of a bump in my writing road. i haven't been struck with writer's block - i have thousands of ideas! - only lack of motivation. i've falled off the wagon, and i'm slowly working my way back onto it. i'm still working on the next chapter of 'forever and always'. what i'm writing at the moment is a bit of a filler chapter to allow me to skip in the next one, but i'm struggling to figure out how i want to write it
          and i'm working on new stories as well!
          
          sorry for the disappearance, sorry for the delay between updates (i'm really, really struggling to write faster). however i absolutely appreciate everyone who is still with me, and i promise i will have an update for you all soon
          
          lots of love,
          lovelydeacon

also,
          
          is anyone interested in hearing about upcoming fanfics i have planned bc i'm extremely excited to write these. and i want to share basic concepts with people so badly

update as of 10 June 2019:
          
          it's been quite some time! i've taken a bit of a break from writing for the past month or so, and i'm slowly easing back into it all. i'm currently in the process of seeing where i left off and planning next chapters.
          
          summer started a little more than a month ago, then due to special circumstances, i will not be returning this upcoming fall, and to pass time, i've set some goals for myself to complete before september 2020 (if you follow my instagram, you might have already seen a similar post)
          ☀︎ i'm planning to finish all of the fanfics i'm currently working on that have an actual plot (i.e., forever and always)
          ☀︎ finish that fanfics that i'm writing away from wattpad and share those with you all!
          ☀︎ i'm even thinking about looking into potentially publishing a book i'm working on - i'm not sure how that will go, though, so we'll see!
          ☀︎ start new fanfics - i have a handful of ideas that i've been dwelling on lately that i'd love to bring to life!
          
          and in regards to currents fanfics,
          ☀︎ the next chapter i'm planning to write of forever and always will probably be a short, filler chapter to allow me to skip ahead
          ☀︎ i'm currently working on a second part for broken dreams - part ii, and i'm hoping that'll be posted either later this week or next week!
          
          i think that's all for my newest update. i'm still around, still writing, but i wanted to sneak in and let anyone who's interested in on what's going on!
          
          i hope you're all having a wonderful evening! thank you for being patient :)

y’all i have so many great story ideas, i wish i could quit my job and write all day 

started what could be described as a sequel to Broken Dreams. and it'd be super cool if you all checked it out! ♥️