darlqing
okay so quick vent. i lost a woman who was a mother figure to me throughout my childhood to od and now i think my best friend (online friend so i wouldnt know for sure) killed themself. they talked to me two weeks ago and i havent heard them since. i loved them so much and im literally so close to ending it all.
darlqing
wow. so nobodys gonna read this but they did try to kts. but that was a while ago. and uh we're dating now.
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the lady died not even a week ago and i was only told like two days ago. i didnt even go to her funeral or anything because nobody bothered to tell me. she raised me when my own mother didnt give a shit. and my friend helped me get through so much and we promised we'd make it thru our shit together but now im so done. ive lost so many people to suicide and im so fucking close to losing all my shit and killing myself :/
