@dashewolff Having to have my baby dog put down was one of the hardest moments in my life. I knew it had to be done. She was paralyzed from the neck down, and I would have never been able to take care of her on my own even under the best of prognoses. It was so hard trying to keep it together that day. I had the tendency of focusing on some of the weirdest things, like canceling her veterinary care plan.
And it's funny. I want another dog, but I find myself hesitant to dive back in again.