Avery

Wei Wuxian and Hua Cheng arguably the most respectful dudes in all the mxtx series. And they most definitely drink 'respect all' juice 3x a day. But at the same time, one of them canonically draws NSFW art to troll his crush and one of them fucked a statue of his crush. So...

I like Xl more but I'm more like Hc. And it kills me. Until I realize I can just become more like Hc and yearn for 800 years then kill 33 gods for him. Bc he deserves the best.

Wdym the Bsd/pjo phase is almost over. Noooo. Asagiri needs to give non-manga-readers more content before I forget that one religious-guilt, forbidden-love, happy-ending, 20ish full size chapter(i dont remember the word count) Fyolai school au I read on a whim last year that got me hooked on the fandom. PLZ I DON'T WANT TO LOSE MY /SPARKLE/. I NEVER EVEN FINISHED ALL THE LIGHT NOVELS GANG.
          
          
          (if I start freaking out over Heaven Official's Blessing or Case Study of Vanitas every two days for the next year do not be surprised)

When you give an author permanent self-worth issues, some good old slow-burn bl, and a few OCs that haven't seen each other in 9 years, you get this:
          
          
          The wind caught his hood and pulled it below his shoulders. The face below was too familiar -- eyes that followed him through the streets in times of desperation; a freckled face he used to tease; lips he used to steal breath from.
          
          And a soul he hadn't met in the flesh for 9 years, but had dreamed about every day since they last met.

Can you imagine me thinking I have a /single/ unique personality trait when I'm queer and mentally ill

RECOMMEND YOUR MOST IMPLIED-BUT-NOT/QUITE/-CANON BL ANIME PLZZZZZZZZZZ.

If anyone ever asks when I realized I /gemuinely/ need therapy, I'll tell them it was when I was reading some BSD street racing Soukoku fanfic and the therapist called Chuuya out a little too hard and suddenly there were tears on my phone screen too. 
          
          (Translation: decided to reread all of Motorsport. Wish me luck and send fluff. Please.)

(Vent bc im going insane rn. Twwwww.)Thought I was going good now I can't play the single game keeping me from relapsing for a week bc I wouldn't let my parents see my phone(where I was ranting about the Conan Gray concert in September being the only thing keeping me alive to a friend) and now I have to spend 5 days halfway across the country with my "supportive-but-genuinely-don't-even-try-to-use-pronouns" grandparents. At this rate I ain't making it to the Conan Gray concert ✌️

Fuck enemies to lovers. Gimme enemies to reluctant friends to 'oh shit you're dying' to enemies to 'NIGHT STOP GETTING YOURSELF SHOT WITH POISON BULLETS ISTG-'

On today's episode of 'what the fuck is life'
          
          
          - Gets informed that crush broke up with bf
          - Comforting her and planning a hangout to binge pjo, scream Conan Gray, etc, etc
          - Five minutes later gets asked what flavor of LGBT I am(gender and what I'm attracted to)
          
          Am I dumb or am I stupid. Wtf is happening.