Niki Rose

can i just say, wtf was i writing about? i came back on here and nothing really happened to me, but just looking back at my posts like...

(i honestly don't know what i'm doing, but it's whatever because i feel like there's some pieces that aren't swept up from the mess. nothing serious. fun fact: this guy is a fucking asshole who didn't want to deal with me in the first place, but somehow made me think that i can try to help him when really, he was using me. some random poem or whatever u see in my writing).
          wasting time of my life standing in that moment.
          trying hard not to look at u
          while u face the other way.
          u know i really fucking hate u for doing that.
          because u are the mistake that ruined me.
          don't mind me i'm just passing by.
          flipping my hair like i don't care
          don't ask me why
          because 1, 2, 3, 4,
           u have nothing to do with me anymore

i love how dead my account can get on here. hilarious. ever been happier than the sun's ass? brighter than white possibly? i have. that's school with my friends. :D
          i'm so excited for my parents to be gone, but hate the fact that i have to help my brother watch my little sister. i swear, it's gonna be a fucking nightmare for couple of days. i swear, my brother will only be in his room playing fucking video games. as u can see, i hate my brother and maybe his mom too. :D feel the hatred in the air ladies and gentlemen.

guess who has been getting fucking headaches everyday! it's me bitches

i love how i thought on tuesday that it was friday because the sun shined through my window shining on my face like, "my my, is this what friday feels like?" god, imma dumbass

i totally didn't sneak downstairs just get cookie dough and come back up here eating it heh.. eeehh.. .-_.-

heyo! i'm actually thinking of getting bangs soon. i'm so nervous because what if it turns out ugly like my child self was when i was 5-6 years old? yea, i haven't got em since about 10 years ago. i'm 16, ofc.

Yo, i have school tomorrow, but here i am, up late once again. at least i didn't stayed up til 3 last week when i have school-

yo, made a Chicken Wing remix. wanna hear it?
          jellybean jellybean, smarties and skittles, jelly and pickles, gimme some nickels~ 
          uwu t-t-t-t-t-t-that's all folks!

I don't know what to talk about. 
          Is it just me or whenever I went to watch anime shows, every girl always moan or gasps at the beginning or end after talking? Like stfu, it's annoying as hell. I don't really watch anime and I haven't watched anime for a while because of that reason and it's so cringy too.