dattebanyeh

seriously fuck those guys they're pathetic 

I lowkey highkey despise people

thank you for making the world a little more bearable through my lenses

i hate them. but first and foremost i hate myself for not being closer to them.

why am i on the verge of tears when no one's done anything to me

sometimes i get distracted but it's always weird to think about whether someone like me really deserves a spoiled life like this one

I'm afraid of change
          who will I be if I can't be their little angel anymore

let me sprout for eternity;
          an abhorrent beanstalk I'll never be

I'm afraid of growing up

fermenting lavender
          subject me to your pain
          shield this heart and make it vain
          suffocate me deep in orchids
          mold me into dandelion seeds 
          and allow my flesh grow me abundant