Fangirl#1

Hey guys! So I’m sorry it’s been a while since I’ve done anything on my books...and I counted and I have 62 books but only like 7 are actually published. Then out of those 7 published only like 2 are completed! I’ve decided that over the upcoming Spring Break that I will try working on some of my published ones and get them finished and then work on my unpublished ones. Yeah, I have some unpublished ones from like when I first joined Wattpad that only have like one or two completed chapters! I’m gonna go threw and see if there are any unnecessary books in my giant collection, because when an idea for a book pops into my head I will just write it down in a new book and then I will either crack down on that book or like wait a month or two until I get back to it! So hopefully there will be more books comin’ at ya soon...but it might be a while because I’m also going threw serious writers block!!! 

Okay so I have a question, does anyone remember or have you even seen The Littles? I was watching it yesterday and for some reason I started wondering when the series had been aired. So I looked it up and it was aired in 1983 which was like when my mom was a kid, so I just wondered how many other people actually watched it or remembered it. 

Also a couple of weeks ago, me and my mother where going somewhere. I can't remember where or why it was just the two of us, but anyways we got on the subject of her and my dad. So when my mom told my grandparents, her parents, that she was marrying my dad they disowned her. Then the night before the wedding they said that they were sorry and my grandpa walked my mother down the isle. It took a while for things to go back to the way they were with my grandparents and my mom, and I'm still not sure that they ever will be but for right now I think they're pretty good. Anyways, so I asked my mother oh so slyly, "You'll never do that to me, right?". My mother said that she would never do that. So I asked, "No matter who I love? Even if you don't like them and you don't think that they're a good person." My mother said that she would love me no matter who I loved and as long as I love them. Now my mother probably thought that I meant guys and if I feel in love with some mean snobby guy, but what I really meant when I asked this question was if she would approve if I loved a girl/woman and if I married a woman. Just wanted you to know that I not once said guy in my conversation with my mother. I know, I know, I'm so sly.  Well anyways, I wish I had that on recording because as soon as I move away to college I'm going to see whoever I want, because my parents probably won't let me date girls as long as I live under their roof. But if I had that conversation on recording then I probably would have been able to get away with dating girls!!! 

Okay so in my parents disapprove of gay, lesbian, bisexual, Pansexual, etc. stuff like that. Well yall know I'm Pansexual myself. So my 14th birthday is today, so last night when me and my mother were out picking a center piece to hold down my balloons I saw a rainbow one. So when my mother asked what color I wanted I told her rainbow. Now keep in mind that my mother doesn't know I'm Pansexual, and doesn't even know that I know about this kinda stuff. In my parent's minds I'm just an innocent child. Anyway, curse my mom's amazing knowledge on what's going on in the world today because she told me that I can't like rainbows at my age because rainbows are no longer a good thing. So in my mind I'm just like, dang it!!! Why mother! Why!!!!!! 

Read it all!   
             I mean it!   
             Read it all!   
          If you were killed, I wouldn't be at your funeral. 
          I'd be in jail for killing the person who killed 
          you. 
          We are true friends. 
          We ride together, we die together. 
          Send this to everybody you care about, including me, if you care. 
          See how many times u 
          get 
          this. 
          I want you to know you are an amazing friend, till death and forever. 
          If I don't get this back, I understand. 
          But I have a game for you. 
          Once you read
           this letter, 
          you must send this to 15 people, including me. 
          If you get at least three back, you are loved. 
          Nobody knows how important 
          something is, until 
          they lose it. 
          Tonight, (right at 12:00pm) the person you love will realize they love you. 
          Then, at 1:00pm to 2:00pm, be ready for the 
          shock of yourlife! 
          If 
          you break this chain, you will have bad luck. 
          With love, send this to the 15 
          If you don't, you will turn ugly in one year. 
          A 
          friend told me to do this, so
           past it on. 
          Tomorrow, two boys/girls will ask if they can I have your number? 
          Send this message to 15 nice, people or bad 
          luck starts for a whole year. 
          This 
          is not fake. 
          Apparently, if you copy and paste this, you will have the best day of your life tomorrow! 
          Good luck 
          Oh! And don't send this to a group chat!!!)
          but i'm sending it back anyway>w<

FWD:
          Read it all!   
             I mean it!   
             Read it all!   
          If you were killed, I wouldn't be at your funeral. 
          I'd be in jail for killing the person who killed 
          you. 
          We are true friends. 
          We ride together, we die together. 
          Send this to everybody you care about, including me, if you care. 
          See how many times u 
          get 
          this. 
          I want you to know you are an amazing friend, till death and forever. 
          If I don't get this back, I understand. 
          But I have a game for you. 
          Once you read
           this letter, 
          you must send this to 15 people, including me. 
          If you get at least three back, you are loved. 
          Nobody knows how important 
          something is, until 
          they lose it. 
          Tonight, (right at 12:00pm) the person you love will realize they love you. 
          Then, at 1:00pm to 2:00pm, be ready for the 
          shock of yourlife! 
          If 
          you break this chain, you will have bad luck. 
          With love, send this to the 15 
          If you don't, you will turn ugly in one year. 
          A 
          friend told me to do this, so
           past it on. 
          Tomorrow, two boys/girls will ask if they can I have your number? 
          Send this message to 15 nice, people or bad 
          luck starts for a whole year. 
          This 
          is not fake. 
          Apparently, if you copy and paste this, you will have the best day of your life tomorrow! 
          Good luck 
          Oh! And don't send this to a group chat!!!)
          
          
          Sup my Creeps, how are all ya!!! So I got sent this and I thought that I would share it with all you because I think you all are wonderful!!!
          
          Love,           
          Fangirl#1

I've eliminated ten kids out of I believe 28, in my dance class. That leaves me with a possible 18 that I might have a crush on!!! Why must I have feelings 

Okay, don't tell my friends, because I told them, multiple times, that I don't have a crush, but I totally do. I don't know on who thought! Is that weird? It is definitely a crush thought, because whenever I walk into dance class my heart starts racing and I seem to get really nervous when I'm talking out loud to the class. Yes I can be that one person who is not talking because I'm the good girl who is polite and doesn't like to get in trouble, but I'm not a nervous person. So if anyone can help me identify who I might have a crush on, please suggest something!!!

I took multiple tests that totally confirmed it, I am Pansexual. It's pretty much just being Bisexual, but yeah. I kinda always knew deep down that I was a bit gay, but honestly who isn't these days. So yeah, I'm Pansexual!!! To me that just means many options

I don't really like her like that, but it's okay that she's gay. I totally approve of it because I think that you should love whoever you love. You can't pick who your heart chooses, so even though my parents are totally against it, I'm for it. Also I'm pretty sure I'm a little gay/lesbian to.