I'm so upset sometimes, that I can't stop crying. I overthink everything I do because of you. You make me doubt myself. You make me feel ugly, unapreciated, stupid and like someone who should stay quiet all the time. Yeah I have good moments, but I can hide my feelings better then you can imagine. You keep hurting me. I can't even stand up for myself because of you.
But of course you never see that when you look at me.
But I hope that when I'm fully broken, you will finally understand what you did to me.
~Things I can't say because the people who hurt me never listen to me. I wish I could say it in real life but I can't.