it has been quite long since the last time i write something here. a lot happened. and some of the things are unexpectable. i used to think that i wont be able to come this far but hey, i made it. funny how we always look down on ourselves before trying something when in truth, we actually can do it. so yeah, i am thankful for my past self for not giving up. do not feel guilty for this achievement. you worked hard for it. all of the tears and bloods deserve this achievement. it is not your fault when the others could not achieve their goals. it is fair for you to get what you have been dreaming of when the others don't. okay?
