He caught me.

Dying sounds fun right about now. But yet again that's me everyday, I might just jump off the balcony but I want to make it Til I'm old with someone. Or maybe just smoke "one last time" like I said last night just to feel the burning sensation over and over again; so it's like dying but it's killing me slowly. Or some coffee to mellow the drama but yet again what's the thrill of that. I need one of those hugs where I can bury my head in someone's chest and stay like that for several minutes, yet I have no one that loves me truly. I guess I'm just sick of being alone so I let anybody do anything to me just to feel loved. 

If you need me at any hour please don't be scared to contact me through here. I'm usually up between the hours of 5:30 am to 3-4:30 am unless I turn in early for sleep deprivation. Still don't think you can't try to contact me please. I'm here for anybody that needs lending hand. 

Don't let someone push you into something you don't want to be in. If your not ready then it's your turn to take over your life, just like how it's supposed to be. 

hey everyone, I'm sorry I haven't updated in.... almost 3 weeks , damn. But it's only because I've been working on my other 2 books  one of them being inseparable by @fem-dean-winchester . That's right I'm co-writing a book.  I really wanted my first chapter for this book to be spectacular and I promise it will as soon as it gets posted. And in the mean time, tonight I'll be updating "The Fight for Love." (yay!) Also one of my bestest of friends  ( @deadpick ) is working on one of his books "Agent 86" he'll be postoing soon. When I found out he was finally updating after the longest of time I fangasmed a bit.; that's how good it is. Sorry for all my jumbling. I hope you had the time  of your life :)

@Mackayla_Biersack i love you so much, no matter what happens. 

@DonnyD1209 hi

Merry Christmas Luvs