daydreamies

IDEK why I wanna put this out, but I feel maybe I need someone to interact this over with. I'm 25 and I have had to deal with this case a lot this year.
          	
          	So basically when I was small I used to have two different persons at home and at school, so my friends knew me like that only. Over the years as life happened and I came to terms with myself, became a bit confident and got out of whole social awkward phase , I did evolve in a way. So naturally I made a few colleagues and friends that are more compatible to me but ...now when someone from my childhood phase comes up suddenly, I'm unable to have a talk with them... I just feel like they want to talk with the one they knew and I am just not that. I do cherish my memories with them a lot but I get extremely overwhelmed when it comes to even text my those friends. IDK how I'll solve this...I just don't want to hear "Oh you've changed" ...or something along that line (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

daydreamies

@Perfect_Antidote I Know really.... it's just so stressful, just because we bettered ourself 
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Perfect_Antidote

@daydreamies  OMG finally someone said this out loud (TT_TT)!!
          	  I'm just a college student , but I can relate with this so much! I was literally a nerd or very awkward person in school, but during my +1 and +2 I kinda got seperate from them and studied in another city by living in hostel. I changed a lot and I was a whole new person. Later I had to join a good college for engineering which is near my home . And literally majority of that college is filled with my school friends! Even freaking seniors and later juniors also came. I just mustered up some confidence and tried to be the whole new me, but I just didn't feel safe and included. Bcz i was a damn introvert back then, i couldn't even approach them now, bcz i don't know anything about them. My circle was very small and I liked it. Those friends are still close to me, but they grew close with other school mates and I feel hella uncomfortable around them because I feel left out in the group. Even if I try to include myself with them, I'm afraid that I might come across as pushy and irritating. 
          	  
          	  I really really had high hopes that I would be a better person and be myself in college, but damn the situation, I hate it here because it is filled with my past in a way. Even though I tried my best to keep up with myself and be confident, but there is always a lingering feeling in my head that, I can never overcome this feeling and be myself. 
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daydreamies

IDEK why I wanna put this out, but I feel maybe I need someone to interact this over with. I'm 25 and I have had to deal with this case a lot this year.
          
          So basically when I was small I used to have two different persons at home and at school, so my friends knew me like that only. Over the years as life happened and I came to terms with myself, became a bit confident and got out of whole social awkward phase , I did evolve in a way. So naturally I made a few colleagues and friends that are more compatible to me but ...now when someone from my childhood phase comes up suddenly, I'm unable to have a talk with them... I just feel like they want to talk with the one they knew and I am just not that. I do cherish my memories with them a lot but I get extremely overwhelmed when it comes to even text my those friends. IDK how I'll solve this...I just don't want to hear "Oh you've changed" ...or something along that line (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

daydreamies

@Perfect_Antidote I Know really.... it's just so stressful, just because we bettered ourself 
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Perfect_Antidote

@daydreamies  OMG finally someone said this out loud (TT_TT)!!
            I'm just a college student , but I can relate with this so much! I was literally a nerd or very awkward person in school, but during my +1 and +2 I kinda got seperate from them and studied in another city by living in hostel. I changed a lot and I was a whole new person. Later I had to join a good college for engineering which is near my home . And literally majority of that college is filled with my school friends! Even freaking seniors and later juniors also came. I just mustered up some confidence and tried to be the whole new me, but I just didn't feel safe and included. Bcz i was a damn introvert back then, i couldn't even approach them now, bcz i don't know anything about them. My circle was very small and I liked it. Those friends are still close to me, but they grew close with other school mates and I feel hella uncomfortable around them because I feel left out in the group. Even if I try to include myself with them, I'm afraid that I might come across as pushy and irritating. 
            
            I really really had high hopes that I would be a better person and be myself in college, but damn the situation, I hate it here because it is filled with my past in a way. Even though I tried my best to keep up with myself and be confident, but there is always a lingering feeling in my head that, I can never overcome this feeling and be myself. 
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daydreamies

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Shreya_VA

Hi friend! Thank you so much for adding my book CLOUD NINE to your reading list! Means a lot to me ❤️. I'll be awaiting your feedback eagerly. Hope you like this journey with Alizeh and her friends in search for their freedom in the 'fluffy' land of darkness! Thanks once more for giving my book a chance.
          
          ~ Shreya 

daydreamies

Guys I can die peacefully now...(◡ ω ◡)
          
           I've been searching for this song for last 6+ years,I heard it once when I was installing a software & it stuck with me forever.....you guys don't understand the value of anxiety it caused me when I couldn't find it and a fraction keep on playing in my head....(θ‿θ)
          
           it's literally 2:33AM, and an ANGEL OF A SOUL posted this answer on subreddit I'll be grateful forever.....
          
          
          
          ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
          
          P.S-. I sooo wish that my other problems get solved by subreddit tooo(◕ᴗ◕✿)
          
          Meanwhile enjoy this & tell me if you liked it(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
          
          
          https://youtu.be/-qFTCKFbkSQ

daydreamies

@UniqueSadiya ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ I just don't wanna disclose my actual name here... You're always welcome for PM.^_^
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PoLaRiS157

@daydreamies \○_○/  ok sorry for asking thn :)
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daydreamies

@UniqueSadiya it is daydreamies .... (◔‿◔)
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daydreamies

Guys I'm sorry I know I said to put a story but.....it all over the place right now..& I will not put it up raw,let me give it a proper finishing touch, It will be there definitely.it's just that I am a bit nervous about posting it...(◕ᴗ◕✿)

daydreamies

@NoHanaNoLife ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
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NoHanaNoLife

Take your sweet time writing the story, I will be the first one to read it...
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daydreamies

@MrsJeon1864 Actually I'll need your grammar too(≧▽≦)
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