daydreamwriters

Ok i finally started chapter 5 yay

School spirits Wally Clark x reader where she’s a dead cheerleader sounds pretty nice 

Idk don’t trust me but I’m feeling Mike wheeler vibes rn i might start a new chapter depends on my mood 

When your closest friend starts befriending da opp

If you’re in the US and you’re not speaking out about what’s going on why not?

I so want to write a new chapter but I’m so lazyyyy

Why does it take a white woman to get murdered for people to actually start caring when several people of color have been murdered by ice prior to this 

Woah account got hacked who said all that 

I just feel like my purpose was made for love and to give it. Back like I’m just so full of love and a craving for romance but every time i get in a relationship and try to gove someone my all i just get disrespected and j stay in those shitty relationships because i hope they can love me like how i used to. Like the last two people I’ve dated cheated on me several times throughout the relationship. My ex gf cheated and gaslit me and constantly love bombed me and then acted like i didn’t even exist and was this big pathological liar (did many more shitty things like lie about heart cancer and getting sent to conversion camp and the list goes on) and when i finally left the relationship she told everyone i cheated on her and all this other stuff and my relationship after that my ex boyfriend was like oh i would never do that and then continued to cheat on me with his crazy ex who cyber bullied me for several months and threatened to fight me and spreaded horrible rumors about me( mind you I’ve never spoken once to this girl till this day)  and he would constantly beg for me back and lie straight to my face. My other relationships are filled with basically my ex’s hating everything i liked yaydadad wtv and im so tired of it but i just still crave for love like ugh my biggest fear is being male centered but the one thing i want rn is a boyfriend and cute relationship and a partner who is there for me and can love me and understand and I’m scared I’ll never get that ever people are always calling me beautiful and pretty but i never truly feel like it and if i really was why does genuinely no one want me every time i look in the mirror after shcooo i feel so ugly and i fear i just keep shoving food down my mouth and im gaining weight and ugh im just gonna explode wtv ill thug it out atleast Draco wants me *frick you wattpad for not letting emojis on here*

I genuinely feel so worthless like bro omg sorry for the random rant nobody’s probably gona gaf but I’m just so tired of life like omg i just so many people surrounding and i have so many friends but i just feel so lonely i feel so out of touch like my close friends alwasy have someone closer that they would rather be with like a relationship or a best friend and i feel like i have no none dude and j crave Romance sk much but every time i get in a relationship i just get cheated on and treated like im not worth their time and i have this big fat crush on this guy and he shows no interest in me and i suck at cheer and no matter what team im on i alwasy feel left out and alone and feel like im the worst on the team i suck at making friends and socializing so im return im alwasy alone at practice i hate doing makeup but i dont like gking in public without and im tired of the same routine everyday which is wake up do my makeup go to school go to practice go home and just mindlessly scroll and read fanfiction like i dont even get my howmeork done because im such a fucking bum and i don’t wanna stay awake rn but i also don’t want to go to sleep and wake up to continue this endless cycle and idk what to do i feel like i have no one even tho i have so many people i can talk tk like ugh omg i genuinely just use wattpad as an escape form the reminders that im a worthless person i genuinely dont even know what happend because for the past couple weeks ive been i guess ige been ok and happy with life but now all of a sudden i just hate everything and my life feels so blank ok bye