Elise

I haven't been in here in ages omfg my icon is still Sanha from when he was wrecking my bias list 

Thinking about the future makes me feel so sick.
          In 3 months I'll be 18
          In 3 months I can get my therapy and work towards recovery
          In 3 months ill see my dad for the first time in 9 years and ask him why he left
          In 5 months my brother will move out again
          In 6 months ill leave school forever
          In 8 months some of my friends will leave for uni
          In less than a year my entire life will be turned upside down and changed in ways that could be good or bad. 
          In such a short period of time I could be a totally different person living a totally different life and the thought of that scares me. So much change so soon.