dazaichiey

I don't even know where to rant anymore.
          	
          	After months of handling everything on own, I suddenly felt all the pressure and exhaustion hit me. I am disappointed at myself for not doing my best on my academic. I felt useless, even if I tried everything to satisfy myself I felt nothing.
          	
          	I thought I have gone numb that my body don't even care if I have gotten a proper sleep and meal but right now, all of it came crushing to me. I was even surprised that I can cry that much.
          	
          	Sleepless nights, skipping meal for days and then there's my family who keeps giving ne peer pressure to do much better.
          	
          	I'm just tired of it all. I have no family to talk to about my problem without being compared and scolded.
          	
          	I'm not even sure anymore if I can last any longer. All that therapy and medications for nothing.

odetara123

@dazaichiey  Welcome
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dazaichiey

@odetara123 Thank you, truly, your words gives me a clear mind and understanding
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odetara123

@dazaichiey It takes immense courage to share what you're going through, and I want you to know I've read every word. It's heartbreaking to hear how much pain and exhaustion you're experiencing, especially after carrying so much on your own for so long.
          	  
          	  Please don't be disappointed in yourself. The pressure you've been under the sleepless nights, skipped meals, and the constant academic and family expectations would be crushing for anyone. It's completely understandable that you've reached this point. Crying isn't a sign of weakness; it's a natural release when your body and mind can't hold any more. It shows you're feeling things deeply, even when you thought you were numb.
          	  
          	  It truly sounds like you're carrying an incredibly heavy burden with no safe space to unburden yourself. Having family compare and scold you instead of offering support only makes things worse. You are not useless, and the fact that you've been trying so hard, even when you feel nothing, speaks volumes about your resilience.
          	  
          	  I can only imagine how exhausting and isolating this must feel, especially when you've been seeking help through therapy and medication. It's okay to feel tired of it all. Please know that your worth isn't tied to your academic performance or anyone else's expectations. Your well-being, your health, and your peace of mind are what truly matter.
          	  
          	  Please remember, you're not alone in feeling this way. While I might not fully understand everything you're going through, I'm here to listen without judgment, if you ever need someone to just hear you out. You don't have to carry all of this by yourself.
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dazaichiey

I don't even know where to rant anymore.
          
          After months of handling everything on own, I suddenly felt all the pressure and exhaustion hit me. I am disappointed at myself for not doing my best on my academic. I felt useless, even if I tried everything to satisfy myself I felt nothing.
          
          I thought I have gone numb that my body don't even care if I have gotten a proper sleep and meal but right now, all of it came crushing to me. I was even surprised that I can cry that much.
          
          Sleepless nights, skipping meal for days and then there's my family who keeps giving ne peer pressure to do much better.
          
          I'm just tired of it all. I have no family to talk to about my problem without being compared and scolded.
          
          I'm not even sure anymore if I can last any longer. All that therapy and medications for nothing.

odetara123

@dazaichiey  Welcome
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dazaichiey

@odetara123 Thank you, truly, your words gives me a clear mind and understanding
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odetara123

@dazaichiey It takes immense courage to share what you're going through, and I want you to know I've read every word. It's heartbreaking to hear how much pain and exhaustion you're experiencing, especially after carrying so much on your own for so long.
            
            Please don't be disappointed in yourself. The pressure you've been under the sleepless nights, skipped meals, and the constant academic and family expectations would be crushing for anyone. It's completely understandable that you've reached this point. Crying isn't a sign of weakness; it's a natural release when your body and mind can't hold any more. It shows you're feeling things deeply, even when you thought you were numb.
            
            It truly sounds like you're carrying an incredibly heavy burden with no safe space to unburden yourself. Having family compare and scold you instead of offering support only makes things worse. You are not useless, and the fact that you've been trying so hard, even when you feel nothing, speaks volumes about your resilience.
            
            I can only imagine how exhausting and isolating this must feel, especially when you've been seeking help through therapy and medication. It's okay to feel tired of it all. Please know that your worth isn't tied to your academic performance or anyone else's expectations. Your well-being, your health, and your peace of mind are what truly matter.
            
            Please remember, you're not alone in feeling this way. While I might not fully understand everything you're going through, I'm here to listen without judgment, if you ever need someone to just hear you out. You don't have to carry all of this by yourself.
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dazaichiey

I have already published the new wmmap story. I hope you're going to enjoy reading the story as much as my first published wmmap fanfic

odetara123

@dazaichiey Okay, I would love if you make the story long but don't forget your health.
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odetara123

@dazaichiey But what do you mean by slow paced??
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odetara123

@dazaichiey Of course we will always enjoy your story.
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dazaichiey

Wanting to end Selcouth and just create another WMMAP x male oc story instead

dazaichiey

@Unstoppableyuy I'll definitely update and drop the book as soon as I finish making the plot and the character haha
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Unstoppableyuy

@dazaichiey  OH I WOULD LOVE ANOTHER WMMAPXMALEOC BOOK
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perthsantafan-6i9

Hi i am a big fan of yours and you have been a great inspiration to me,
          It would mean so much to me if you coould vote,like and support my new work
          "Storm in our Hearts"
          Its an Indian Gay Love story

perthsantafan-6i9

@dazaichiey thank u for your support towards my new work.
            Not much people have written back to me like u did. thank u
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dazaichiey

@blahblahth12  hello! sorry if I couldn't respond to your message right away, I was so busy with my school lately ahah. First and foremost, I am thankful and glad that I was able to become your inspiration and your continuous support on my works and secondly I am happy that you reached out to me to show and recommend me your book and lastly, I would gladly love and support your book
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