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before the first match round one, neth posted a tweet saying 「見てなよ @R_7qq @zephe6」 but they ended up losing that round so he tweet again, 「まだ見てなよ @R_7qq @zephe6」that time i broke into pieces and i honestly don’t care if they lose or win. losing and winning is the part of the game, there’s no way both of the team would win right? but when he posted that kind of tweet it makes me feel like i am the worst person ever exists.
i know he is trying to win the round and make both rion and zepher proud of them but it didn’t when like how he wanted, totally understandable. this situation makes me visualise that rion and zepher is like their parents, looking forward on their childs improvement with out them. i already mentioned this before, rion and zepher are the founding members of crazy raccoon valorant team. they both have raised neth and munchkin, playing tons of tournaments with them, so when your beloved team members announced that they would retired sounds pretty harsh and heartbroken. vct is a pretty big tournament, and two stages or two seasons have passed. now here we are at season three, but this time without them. neth are trying his best to show them that after all of those time they spent together, they are getting stronger!!
his a nice guy isn’t he? i love that side of him but the thoughts of him might pushed himself too much also across my mind. prioritized yourself first before others, you don’t have to impressed others so much because you did well (more than enough). neth is that type of guy who keeps apologising eventhough it’s not his fault at all but bro it may or may not became a bad habit of yours. you see, apologising is not wrong but taking it way to serious might effected you in some harmful ways
