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i think i just published smth after what seemed like forever..
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1305482840-%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%A1%F0%9D%90%9E-%F0%9D%90%86%F0%9D%90%AB%F0%9D%90%9E%F0%9D%90%9A%F0%9D%90%AD-%F0%9D%90%96%F0%9D%90%9A%F0%9D%90%AB-%F0%9D%90%87%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%8B%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%98-%F0%9D%90%83%F0%9D%90%94%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%8F%F0%9D%90%87%F0%9D%90%98-%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%87%F0%9D%90%84-%F0%9D%90%86%F0%9D%90%91%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%93-%F0%9D%90%96%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%91

holy shit i just found the perfect face claim for my haley dunphy fan fic oc

why do i want to write a gay nini fic smh

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          hi guys!!
          
          im working on a haley dunphy book and i have an OC, her name is blake pierce, now my dilemma is that i dont know who her face claim can be, i have a few options;
          
          1. olivia rodrigo
          2. sadie sink
          3. isabel may
          4. paris berelc
          5. jenna ortega
          
          her personality is loving and sweet, super bubbly and adorable, always neat and doing fun harmless things, golder retriever, loves to bake, read and paint. literally your ordinary aesthetic soft girl.
          
          favorite flower: sunflower
          
          idk which of the actors ppl would imagine if the character is described in this way,
          
          its okay if you guys dont wanna read the book, i just really need opinions on what could work
          
          thank you smm

as of my time, happy new year my loves<3 i hope you have the best of 2023!! 

part 3 hehe
          
          the thing is, i dont think i wanna continue some books or some ideas i just dont have it in me anymore, i think i'll still write for rini because for me season 2 ad 3 doesn't exist, i never even watched s3 and rini stayed together in my head, but i wana try writing for other series too, because before all i watched was hsmtmts, but now i fell in love with other series, and its all okay if you guys dont wanna read them.
          
          i have a modern family (haley dunphy) fic brewing rn idk if you guys want but ill do it anyways lol
          
          now for the old books, just tell me a couple you guys want me to republish/continue/rewrite and maybe i'll do them, but i will definitely do a couple.
          
          i hope ya'll are okay after all of this, or i dont even know if you guys are still there after all this time, but if you are, thank you so much for sticking by me, and i've missed you guys so so much, but this is a new era for me, a new version of me and i hope you guys will continue to join me.
          
          that's all for now thank you guys for listening if you've gotten this far!!

part 2 lol
          
          like 2 weeks ago i got a notification that someone voted on one of my oneshots and i clicked on it resulting in me just reading them all, i cringed at some, criticized most, and even cried a little bit at some of them, and that's when it fully hit me, how much i missed making people feel the way i do with my writing, how much i love being able to put my thoughts into words to be enjoyable, i just missed it.
          
          ofcourse i still read in wp, but not rini books bc they make me sad, but 2022 gave me a lot of experiences, a lot of first times when it comes to my social life, and that was all i wanted in the first place, all the drama, all the fun days, all the tears, all of it, i experienced what high school is, and now, i made 2023 a goal to find and reinvent myself and my hobbies. the thing is i know that im ready to start writing again because it is a big part of me i dont wanna lose, i might be ready to move on from hsmtmts, but i will never move on from writing, i no longer feel sad in this community and i wanna get my ideas out there again, this time i know that i am waaay different from when i first started at 13.
          
          i will never be super active because i still have my daily life and experiences, but i believe i got my motivation to start writing again.

okay this is gon b a log one so i suggest you don't read unless ur truly interested.
          
          hello!! it's been such a long time since i've been on here but it that's my fault huh
          
          i started this account back when i was 13, and im 16 now which is still crazy to me. i first started writing descendants fanfics but that only lasted for less than a month before i discovered hsmtmts, and from then on that's all i wrote about (pretty much just rini). 
          
          i often needed breaks to deal with my personal life, but everytime i came back i still wasn't at my best, pls take note that i was a growing teenage girl (still am) in a pademic which took a toll on my social life.
          
          and when the whole drama erupted it felt so toxic, it didn't feel right, i couldn't find the motivation to write and when rini broke up i think it was my last straw, i mean i never rewatched s2 and i didn't even bother watching s3 because it didn't feel and right as it did with s1. i never even logged my is acc on my new phone because i just didn't feel it (sorry to those who tried to contact me there) i just felt so done and i honestly thought after a while that i was never gonna write again and that wattpad was just a pandemic thing that i had to let go of when things started going back to normal.
          
          i lost my touch with writing which was a mistake because when i first started i never even liked it, i just had so many ideas that i decided to give it a go. i was never the best author i mean i see my old writing and i realize how far ive come, because this was the one skill i didn't dread learning and improving, because i loved what i did and i enjoyed it. now i cant describe myself without mentioning my love for writing which hits really hard when i think about where it started in the first place. my 7th grade days when i didn't have my own laptop so i'd pretend to do online school things in our family laptop just so i can write on wattpad because i never get tired of it. 
          
          i just, i miss that feeling.

i miss writing

bestie where are the books ...