@ddaisydoodle3 Hy gorgeous !!!
I hope you're fine and safe. I got to know about the reason of your sudden dissapperance, I'm genuinely sorry for that. I know I can't say that 'don't be sad' and all but yeah trust me this is just a phase in your life....I'm going through the same I had a 2 year relationship and it recently came to an end, found out that he never moved on from his ex and just used me for his needs...you know it hurts a lot but again I'm saying this is just a phase of life, it'll pass soon. And then we'll bloom more beautifully, freely.
I know it'll hurt for some time or a long period of time but if we'll keep thinking about those things then we'll fall into depression which is not at all good.
These things will take time but remember you're strong, beautiful, gorgeous, talented and you have a diamond like heart. And you write very nicely, keep it up, take a break but never stop permanently. You deserve someone who worship you. And I know my baby girl will be stronger than ever after this.
Lots of love and hugs.
Evelyn.