looks like i grew up huh? i tried going back to this account a lot. couldn’t. i don’t think i will. i don’t think i’ll delete the memories here though. it’s a gold mine, even though it brings back so many tears of when i was at my peak. i’ve been kept anonymous for so long, using three names to hide myself. it’s dumb but 12 year old me thought it was genius. i can finally sleep knowing i still have this account of mine that i just suddenly disappeared from without telling anybody why i was inactive. somebody walked away from this site happy, and i’m the opposite of that. it all went downhill from here, but at least that person’s happy. that’s all that matter to me anymore now. so long and goodnight (: