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currently watching diary ng panget on netflix and thought about wattpad again. since it’s gonna be a long weekend til monday, it's will be my reading timeee

im back again after a year?!!

It's been whilee i'm finding a story to read rn

Hi cupid,
          
          Napaka-stupid talaga magmahal. Sana naging asexual na lang ako para hindi na ako ma-attract sa mga lalaki.

Hay life, 
          
          Bakit ang hirap? 

Lord, kelan ulit ako magiging genuinely happy? Puno na lang ako ng anxiety and trauma sa real world. Gusto ko na lang takasan at magkasaya. I don't wanna feel miserable and stuck na lang palagi

July 21 - first match ng nippon sa vnl finals
          July 22 - be you concert and red velvet will be there
          
          that's on my sched hoping na may maglivestream ng by con

The only thing that keeps me up these days are kpop updates and volleyball players esp ran takahashi :( but i'm really trying to learn japanese 

Tahimik lang ako pero punong puno na ko deep inside. Ayoko na talaga honestly. I just want to get away from here. I just want my freedom, I just want to find my happiness, I just want to grow up as a person. 

Kaya ko pa ba?