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The sandy haired male entered the hospital room the next day. He made his way to Connor's hospital bed. ❝Hey Connor,❞ He says as he waves softly. ❝I brought you another tree, not that you needed it...❞ He says as he stares at the ground. ❝Jared says hi, he said something else but I'm not going to say it... its rude and ignorant.❞ He sighs. ❝How are you feeling today?❞ He asks as he stands awkwardly as he spoke.

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            Evan nods. He blushed a bit. ❝H-He... uh... well... it's kinda... He-Heh...n he said have a nice Time talking to your boyfriend. N-Not that you're my boyfriend. O-Or not that you gay, or not that I'm gay. But that's what he said.❞ He said placing the new tree next to the other he had brought him yesterday. ❝Not that I wouldn't want to be your boyfriend. Sorry, I'm rambling. I'll stop,❞ He says. His face was blood red as he felt nervous. ❝I-- Of course I'd come. I try to keep all my promises. Even though sometimes I lie and break promises but this promise I was going to keep and complete. Because I like you... NOT IN THAT WAY!! You're just really cool, and you're a nice person when you're not shoving me onto the ground...❞ He chuckles nervously.
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            connor looked up , he had been waiting for evan , although a part of him doubted he ' d keep his promise , another part of him was really happy to have a friend , and really wanted to see him . he smiled subtly , his happy expression barely visible , as he was attempting to hide it , and waved back awkwardly .
            " hey evan . "
            he said , his voice better then it was before . he put his head in his hands as he sat up , placing his elbows onto his crossed - legged lap . 
            " thanks for the tree . . and thanks for not telling me . . . . actually , tell me . i want to hear his ridiculousness , i kinda miss his stupidity .  "
            he quickly changed his mind , he knew the drugs that were being used on him to make him better were messing with him , but he honestly missed hearing jared ' s bullshit , at least , a little bit . 
            " also , i ' m feeling a bit better . thanks for actually coming . . i thought you wouldn ' t actually come back , to be honest . "
            he continued , and attempted to make eye contact with the anxious boy .
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