if you're still here, I owe everyone a huge apology for leaving this account hanging. it was never entirely my intention, but at some point, I've just grown tired and have given up on writing fanfics anymore. I do miss it, I really do. but over the years, I just gradually grew less keen on writing and my mental health got into an awful place at the time. the less I updated my books here, the more I had received death threats and pressure of publishing a chapter. I still feel extremely guilty for suddenly leaving, but on the other hand, I just don't feel like it anymore. I feel less confident with writing stories and I don't think anyone deserves to read a half-assed chapter from me. and sadly to say, I moved on and might've completely forgotten about this account. I don't know if some of you still recognize me, but I'm kinda hoping you forget bout me. I can't promise anything with this account anymore and I don't like letting people down anymore. so for the last time, this will be goodbye and I highly doubt I'd still have the motivation or skills to write anymore unfortunately. I'd be active from time to time, but nothing big. I'd just want to read some books here that I still saved. so then again, goodbye and have a nice day, everyone! :) [January 6, 2026]