deadinside457

So after god knows how long of not been on here my life has been a rollercoaster your girl got a Manz I was with him for 4 months we broke up about 2 week ago my parents are getting a divorce and my life has been the worst I thought it could be but I’m back now imma start posting again imma probably start writing chapters for three of my books 
          
          Depression quotes 2 
          Self belief 
          And probably random story’s 
          
          And I might make a new book about ddlg y’all don’t gotta read that shit but it would mean a lot if you did tho 
          So yeah I’m back y’all what’s been happening with you guys 
          

Well it’s officially been a whole year (for me) since they toke a legends life he’s helped so many people through so much shit and he’ll carry on doing so a lot of people only see the negative around his name but the real fans know the real him the caring loving him so I’m going to happily and sadly put my headphones on and listen to his music all day and forever the thought him been gone still doesn’t feel real and he’s never gonna be gone because he’ll always live on through our hearts memory and music legends never die and I can’t wait till the day I get to show my kids the the person that helped me through my hardest times who was there for me when no one else was the one person that didn’t leave me when I was hurting he’ll never know me but I’m glad I knew him I’m that I was able to exist the same time he did but I know he’s looking down on all of us wishing us the best but most of all looking out for gekyum and Jenisis and guiding them in life we all love and miss you jah      LLJ 

Well the 18th is gonna be the worst day ever all imma do is sit in my room and listen to his music and not talk to anyone I can’t believe it’s gonna be a year a whole year without the legend there’s not a day that doesn’t go past where I don’t think of him I love him so much more then he could love us all 

Thank you for reading and voting in my story. If you have any feed back is love to hear it. Have a great day.

GO READ THIS SHIT RN THIS SHIT IS SO FUCKING GOOD (sis I’m still waiting for my paper back book tho) 
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SKI 

My heart hurts 

So it’s been a month and I’m back and imma start posting again I still feel like shit and I know all this isn’t gonna end but I just gotta suck it up and live with it so imma work on some chapters the rest of today and most of tonight and I should have a few to post for y’all but HEYYY HOW YALL BEEN 

Guys I’m leaving wattpad for a little while I’m really fucking stressed with personal life to focus on books like I relapsed yesterday after been a week clean and I wanna do it again but I will be back I just hope you guys understand I will still talk to y’all if you really wanna talk but right now I just need to block ppl out I’m really sorry guys I really am I’m just mess I love you all 

Yoooo depression quotes got 1k reads that’s soo I can’t even comprehend how thankful I am I never thought it would go that far