Oh man I read about your depression on the Rick story.
I remember stopping Wattpad when depression got me into the hospital from not eating, but that must've been 4 years ago almost. Wattpad helped with the loneliness, but as seen I keep returning just as people keep leaving and hurting me.
Rick, next to also having autism, is also the only crush that seems to have stuck. Even though he's quite cold he also understands and feels the things that are really important, also at the cost of himself having depression.
Thank you for the story.